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Tuesday, August 15, 2006

ITS TIME TO WORK HARD !

i really cant believe that i actually failed my mathematic test . i actually got 47/100 for the frigging TEST ! how can that be ?!?! i've never fail any subject before and now i`m failing tremandously . arghh !!!!` its time for me to work hard . no more slacking ! i gotta STUDY !`

Had our oral briefting in the morning . STRESS !` but one funny incident happened . As Miss Choo was calling out the names of the attandance , when it comes to syakirin , miss choo was at there " sya . sya . sya . " Then she went to ask Hazirah how to pronouce it . So hazirah said " syakirin " Then Miss Choo say " sya-krin " LOL `~ The people around there were laughing hysterically . When syakirin stood up , smiling with embassassment , Miss Choo then said " oh . i thought you are a girl . so sorry " . haha . This made us laughed even harder and syakirin got damn embarrassed . lol .

*sigh* will be having our Major Examination Oral on Thursday and Friday . booos `~ i`m on the same time with syakirin and Farhan on Thursday but different time on Friday . =( Anyway , we won't have any lesson on that particular two days . After our oral , we can go home . gEez !`

Had a fun time talking with Mavis and peeps during Mother Tongue . gEez !` As i ran into Mavis in the toilet , so i stayed in the toilet to wait for her before we went for our lesson together , when we were in there , there's a cubinet that is locked . so Mavis started saying about HER . When we went back to class , minutes later , SHE came back . Means that SHE has heard everything Mavis and i were talking in the washroom . way too cool !` haha . in the class , we were also taling about HER . and i think SHE realized that as SHE cried ! wooohooo `~ only wanna gain sympathy . sucks !`

oh ya , on Sunday , SHE actually used Xin Yi's account to test me . luckily i`m smart enough not to fall for her trap . from the beginning of the conversation , i already suspected it was HER . at the end , SHE let herself out . how dumb of HER . baka `~ being furious at HER idiot action , i changed my personal message into " boos `~ some PEOPLE are way too childish . using other's account to test me . SUCKS `~ go get a life ! " Upon seeing that , SHE immediately went offline and went back into her account . DUMB `~ and SHE actually delected all xin yi's contract . FUCK HER can . IDIOT ! anyway , i`ll be changing my password or even my blog address . i dont want any BITCHES to come crapping in my tagboard and even faked me . IDIOT !`

and i`m freaking pissed off now ! in the past , SHE kept saying that people copy HER but what about SHE HERSELF ? SHE freaking copy me too . and not only one , but many . First , SHE copied my email address . my email address is ah_lynn88 . Then her formal email was e**_le*****7@hotmail.com . After that , she changed it to ah_**a*94@hotmail.com . Then my previous blog address was http://benndannx-lurve-bennzhu.blogspot.com . (i created earlier then her) . After that , she created too and hers was http://**a*-lurve-**k**.blogspot.com . Then , as i've always been wearing ankle socks since pri 1 and SHE didn wear ankle socks . until this year , SHE copy me too . cause HER parents brought HER to change HER school school and SHE bought the SAME as mine ! and too wore ankle socks . As i reborn my hair last year , this year , SHE too reborn HERS . and at first , HER fringe is freaking long and mine is like those normal . ( see my photo) and when i tie my hair , the side will be longer then the fringe and HER mum brought HER to cut HER hair and SHE too cut the same hair style as MINE ! SHE cut HER fringe almost the same length as mine and SHE also left the side of the hair longer then HER frigging fringe which is absoulutely SIMILAR as MINE !` As my handwriting has always been small , last year , SHE copied me too . as my A i always wrote it "a" rather then lots of people who worte it as you know the normal on . then SHE too copy me of the A ! FUCKING HELL !` before that , my typing style has always been like hAhax . wadeverr iit iis , ii stiill liike euu . its like my "O" i will type it as zero . then i will always have a double i and at the end of the word , i will repeat it or add a "x" to it . then SHE too copy . reason why i dont type like this anymore is because i want to improve my English . i want to be able to speak fluent and good English with a caucasian accent in it . and as i always put my name as ahh lynn x and she too copied ! she went to put ah *ua*n . FUCK HER can ! IDIOT !

Things SHE bloody copied :

1) Email Address
2) Blog address
3) Ankle socks
4) Shoes
5) Rebonding of hair
6) hair style
7) handwriting
8) typing style
9) nickname

SEE . FUCKING HELL . SO MANY THINGS SHE COPY FROM ME . FINE . IF YOU SAY THAT REBONDING OF HAIR AND WEARING ANKLE SOCKS ALOT PEOPLE DO SO BUT WHAT ABOUT THE REST ?!` FUCKING IDIOT . NO SENSE OF ORIGINALITY AT ALL . I HOPE YOU GET TO SEE THIS SO THAT YOU KNOW HOW MUCH YOU HAVE COPY ME ! IDIOT . BETTER GO CHANGE BEFORE I DID SOME NASTY THINGS TO YOU ! FUCKING HELL !`

I SIMPLY FUCKING HATE YOU ; BITCH ! PLEASE HAVE SOME ORIGINALITY . IDIOT . CHILDISH BITCH . ALWAYS ACT AND BEHAVE TILL SO CHILDISH TILL I TOTALLY CANT STAND YOU . YUCKS . I HAVE SO MUCH TO COMPLAIN ABOUT YOU THAT I DONT THINK THE WHOLE ENTRY SPACE WOULD BE ENOUGH ! YUCKS . IDIOT . ANYWAY , YOU'R FREIND-LESS NOW . A LONER . AHAHHAHA . SERVE YOU RIGHT FOR THAT . ANYWAY , YOU'R GOING TO LOSE ONE OF YOUR TRUSTED FRIEND SOON . VERY SOON . LET ME TELL YOU . BECAREFUL`~ BITCH . NO WANT CAN TOLERATE YOU I TELL YOU . ALWAYS MAKE A FOOL OF YOURSELF IN THE BUS . WHEN PEOPLE ONLY JUST LOOKED AT YOU , YOU SAY THAT HE/SHE DIAO YOU . THEN AT THERE SCOLD TILL SO LOUD . YOU'R NOT EMBARRASS I ALSO EMBARRASS ! AND YOU'R EXTREMELY NOISY IN THE BUS . AND ACT TILL FUCKING CHILDISH . TOTALLY THROW MY FACE . MAKE ME EMBARRASS . AND ONE THING . ALWAYS CRY OVER TRIVAL MATTER . AND I KNOW THE MAIN REASON YOU DID THAT WAS TO ATTRACT ATTENTION AND GAIN SYMPATHY HUH ? HAHA . BUT NONE OF US IS INTO THIS STUPID TRICK OF YOURS . AND YOU'R ALWAYS WANTING TO ATTRACT THE ATTENTION FROM THE MALAY BOYS . WHENEVR YOU SEE THEM , YOU WILL ALWAYS WENT TO HIT XIAO NAN BUT WHEN THE MALAY BOYS ARE NOT THERE , YOU WONT HIT HIM . ITS SO OBVIOUS THAT YOU'R JUST WANTING TO ATTRACT THEIR ATTENTION . ALWAYS ACT LIKE AN AH LIAN . DISGUSTING . ALWAYS THREATEN PEOPLE OF ASKING YOUR COUSIN TO COME AND FIND THEM . ALWAYS COUSIN COUSIN . IF YOUR SO GREAT WHY DONT YOU SETTLE IT YOURSELF ? ALWAYS ACT LEADER . KNS `~ EVERYTIME SCOLD VULGARITY . TOTALLY A LOOSE WHORE TO ME . A CHEAP GIRL TO ME ! YOU'R ALWAYS SPOILING THE GOOD TIME I HAVE WITH SYAKIRIN !` ALWAYS . INCLUDING FARHAN TOO . AND THE MALAY BOYS . I TOTALLY HATE IT TO THE CORE . PLEASE HAVE SOME TABLE MANNERS TOO . ALWAYS SPITTING OUT YOUR FOOD ON PURPOSE . TOTALLY GROSS . PLEASE GROW UP AND UP FIRST BEFORE YOU COME . !` WAY TOO CHILDISH .

I HATE YOU NOT ONLY FOR THE THINGS YOU HAVE COPY ME BUT ALSO YOUR BEHAVIOUR AND ALL . SUCKS . BITCH . ONCE A BITCH IS ALWAYS A BITCH . YOU CANT CHANGE THE FACT THAT YOU'R A BITCH .

anti-troble . (=

recess time also had a great time talking wiht Mavis and peeps . gEez !` when the music was being played , cause before that , when i was talking to Mavis , Jian Jie went to hti my head . -.- so as walking to settle down , Jian Jie sat beside syakirin so i went to kick Jian Jie feet(lightly) then Jian Jie hit me back . booos `~ Then Afiq , HAiqal and all were at there " wah . boyfriend , girlfriend arh ? " then i let out a tsk sound with a -__- face . haha . but syakirin heard it !` and he too saw me and Jian Jie hitting each other . SHIT . When i looked at him , he seems to be not happy . giving a attitude face . DIE !` what if it gave him a wrong idea ? pray hard not .

Well , i must say NANA is really a good anime . i simply loved it . was crying uncontrollablely yesterday while watching NANA . As nana(the cutie one) was cheated by her boyfriend . Then . . . . . arghh . i dunno how to explain . it's just super sad . part of it was because i`m a very emotional person . i can tear easily . yes . i can . Anyway , i`m waiting for episode 17 to be released wiht Englisih subtitle . now i`ll go watching The Last Breakthrough although i've already watched finish but i still wanan watched it again . oh ya . there's also a great show called Aqua Heroes . one of my favourite Hong Kong show . (=

你不爱我为什么还对我这么好 ?

眼睜睜的看著你離開我
我明白你有你的理由
你回頭笑笑的看我
我心中痛痛的揮手
眼淚在心裡流

BABY DON'T GO! DON'T GO
HOW CAN I WAKE UP TOMORROW ?
I FEEL SO SAD I CAN'T TRUST LOVE ANYMORE

BABY DON'T GO! DON'T GO !
OUR LOVE WILL BE HARD TO FOLLOW
IT BREAKS MY HEART
IF YOU DON'T LOVE ME NO MORE

我怕我没有机会，跟你说一声再见
因为也许就再也见不到你
明天我要离开熟悉的地方和你
要分离我眼泪就掉下去
我会牢牢记住你的脸，我会珍惜你给的思念
这些日子在我心中永远都不会抹去
我不能答应你，我是否会再回来
不回头，不回头的走下去

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